Im being swallowed...

Engulfed beyond control.

Chaos and dizziness envelop my mind as it tries so hard to distract,

control,

hold on.

I know there’s bliss beyond.

I sense it

I feel it

But the leap that it will take feels too far.

It doesn’t matter;

Im being dragged there anyway.

Ego kicking and screaming, mind revolting, body convulsing.

But somewhere there’s a stillness.

A part of me watches from behind the shadows,

Knowing and trusting the way.

Gently, tenderly, it feels as if my heart is being stroked;

Teased open ever so softly,

Ever so slightly.

I choose to trust in the opening.